Today

I am so tired of Huntington. It's very boring and unproductive to me. I don't know what I want to do with life in the "World" as we know it. Everyone said that once highschool was over with, you entered into the 'real world'. So far for me, everything is the same. Its just work and the times for classes are different. And going to a liberal arts college, there are so many classes that you have to take in order to graduate with a certain major. I know I probably just sound like I'm complaining. Well I am.

My Case

Highschool pushes colleges on you like bad guys push the drugs. It's almost like if you go to college you'll have the time of your life and learn at the same time. You'll be the best you can be! Well, I believe that college can be beneficial and that life after college might be better off than life without ever going. The only thing is, if you don't know what you want to do, and you don't want to do the work, then why spend a bottoms load of doo doo and go for a year to find out that you still don't know what to do? It all seems like a waste of God's money and the precious time He's graciously given us all.

I know... You're thinking, "I know lots of people who went to or are going to college and they love it." And my reply is simply this. They probably all are involved on the campus, or know what they are doing and likes learning, or the most poplular reason is because they are ingadging in a relationship with someone at the college. If your answer is D) none of the above, then that's crazy. Who loves college and isn't any of those.

Oh well, I guess I'm just rambling. You see, I know that right now I could be using the whole Carpe Diem idea to help me get through this semester. But I'm caught in conflict. My parents hate me being gone from home and don't ever like it when I have people over. So, when I want to actually get to know people, or impact and be impacted by people, it just becomes difficult.

My philosophy for right now is to just get through this semester of college decently grade wise and then get a steady job. That way the hours I have at work will be ours that I can impact the people I work with, the work place, and be impacted the way God wants me to while I'm still here in Indiana. Then after the wedding, go to Hillsong in Australia, and become entirely consumed with the passion for living like Jesus. I have that desire to be the most like Jesus that I can and I can't do that by just sitting here. It's so difficult and frustrating. I just want to jump up and run around the US telling people about how there's this friendship that never dies, never abuses, never puts down, and always loves, and it's found in Jesus Christ our Saviour!

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm So ADD!

I love God!
Yeah I do!
I love God!
How About You?!?!?

WHOOO HOOO!!!

God Bless,
Amber